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Innocent Questions
Healing is a process, not a race. And God is with us for all of it. Not afraid of our scary emotions. Answering our biggest questions with Himself. Always staying. No matter how we feel or pray. And because of His love, our love for Him grows. And because we are so well-loved, we live.… Continue reading
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Childless and Blessed
I was real honest with my friend about that verse in the Bible. . . You know, the one about children being a blessing/gift/heritage. I didn’t like it. Felt like getting slapped in the face. Honestly, it did. What happens when the children don’t or never come? Why must so many women tote around motherhood… Continue reading
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Hope Gives a Eulogy
Infertility is a sudden and subtle jolt of pain and grief. It took a lot for me to actually be really honest with myself and God about the state of myself and my belief in His goodness + kindness. God felt mean to me. I said the things I meant without filtering the reality of… Continue reading
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I’m Finally Sharing My Infertility Story. . .
And it’s personal, awful, and beautiful. These last years were some of the hardest emotionally, mentally, and spiritually. Poetry is the only way I know to truly acknowledge the reality of the pain that is infertility and honor the story I have lived alongside God. So I wrote a book using only poetry to tell… Continue reading
